How can you know it

if you don't even try.

Saturday. No, Sunday. Yes, it is past three a.m.
I do not know what to think, what to believe. It is Monday tomorrow. Or tomorrow when I've had some sleep.
At that day, I will be among people. People I know and yet have no idea who are.
This physical contact with people is strange to imagine. I mean, I have barely seen another human being for a week now. And I can surely feel it. I have become so random and anxious.
Worst thing is.. I almost do not want to go back to real life.
Yeah, I know it.